So today, I went for half an hour on the elliptical. Best half hour of my day. I'm still getting fatter because my parents are always feeding me and watching me eat. My scale said 138. I don't trust it. It's old and has dementia and has 0 clue of what it's saying. I'm fat and disgusting and all this eating is only getting in my way. I can't do this every day. From now on, it's fruit and black coffee in the morning and light eating all day with exercise. I wish that they had never found out. I'd be somewhere near 132 now I'm sure. I'm so ashamed. I'm just a fat ball of failure. :/ I hope your days are better than mine.
Love,
Echo
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