So this eating like a non-ed person is beginning to really take its tole on me. It's driving me crazy. On top of that I'm grounded. So I'm stuck at home. So I have to eat every time my parents do basically, which sucks. They're starting to realize how messed up I am, so I only ever feel like I've failed them. I finally found a scale in my house, but I'm terrified of stepping on it. I can tell by looking at me that I gained weight. I need to start loosing again. I need to trick them and I need to go up to the gym again, and I need to loose weight, so badly. :( Sigh. Too bad I'm only a failure. Failing is all I'm good at. It's all I'll ever be good at.
Love,
Echo
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